honestly.

I used to love going to coffee shops and sitting for hours and just conversing and wondering about the world.

I feel as if I've stagnated a bit these past few years, as if my brain simply stopped and I regressed. I've never felt less smart, less clever, less as if I were learning, and I know a great deal of that is my fault, and even more, I blame my ability to not say no. I'm hoping going back to graduate school will kick start my brain and I'll start thinking, start relishing in ideas.

But for now, I'm going to relish in these little moments that sprout up in the classroom, even if I come home thoroughly exhausted, brain dead, tantruming about the exam I don't want to write.